★　it's so pretty it's sad.

☆Wednesday, April 30, 2008

hohoho its sports meet today!
and i'm at home!
actually wanted to pon alr one
but when i woke up this morning i realised i tio flu also!
and my head was damn heavy
i think i caught the flu bug from either bex, sharon or melanie
or maybe it was just because i slept air con last night
whtevr it is, i'm blowing my nose once every 30 seconds
haha
i think i shall go back to sleep in a while
feel very tired
hahaha

anw today stupid unmac called me in the morning la
when i was still disoriented
and not bale to think properly
when i first woke up i thought it was a saturday ok!
thn unmac was like "where are you now?"
and i was like huh today saturday got anything on meh?
thn he was like ms ouyang say u all can go class outing with mr yeow alr
i was like wth huh whtevr is happening?
thn he said some other thingys i cnt rmb exactly also
thn aft i put down the phone thn i realised today is sports meet -________-
damn stupid la
i think i talked a lot of incoherent and not understandable words
lol
i cnt evn rmb wht i said anymore
xDDDD
stupid unmac lah call me so early for wht !!!

ok i think i'll go back to sleep.

missingY O U

☆Monday, April 28, 2008

GAHHH i just watched finish the last ep of they kiss again
i cant believe the whole series ended alr ):
I (like many other fans around the world) still want to see more more and much much more of xq and zs!
the whole show is like oozing with happiness and it's really a very very heartwarming drama (:
they kiss again may not have a climax like other dramas but it makes u feel a warm tingle in ur heart
and make me hug my pillow so tight whenever i watch it
i think i might sound totally insane talking about a show as if it were some groundbreaking event in my life
but i think iswak/tka really brought me throughout the whole of xq and zs's life
and I(like many others fans) have all seen how much their relationship has progressed and how many zs has evolved from a boy into a man
and how he learns to be true with his feelings
i think the last episode really closes everything
and really brought out wht the director wanted to convey in the first place
zhishu was zomg so sweet and caring in the last ep
the happiness u get from watching the show can make u cry!
i'm serious.
hahah it's like you watch and you feel so happy for them
and u start tearing
zomg i think i sound damn stupid
but to fangirls like me rooting for zs/xq, i'm guessing they'll pretty much feel the same way
at the end of the show, they replayed every single kiss they had in both iswak and tka
and i just feel like, wow, they've really come a long long looong way.
i'm so glad i ever watched this show
i'm hoping they'll make a iswak 3 but they probably wont cos it's not practical anymore
but evn tho its not real, zs and xq still lives in my (and many other fans') hearts (:
i cant believe i actually typed such a long post abt iswak/tka
but i really really cnt bear to see it end.
knowing there'll be nth more to look forward to on sundays aft physics tuition
and that i'll not be visiting liuyun's tudou page for the quickest uploads of tka anymore
and for the whole week i wont look forward to sunday anymore
i think i'll feel qt empty
hahaha
i think i couldnt have watched tka so successfully if not for liuyun and pansixianxian on tudou
they uploaded the show so fast every sunday night
and make it possible for me to watch it on sunday night itself
and of cos, winnie the director for filming it so perfectly and realistically
joe and ariel! for being the best zs and xq there can be (:
and of cos, manga artist tada kaoru, for drawing such a wonderful manga swooning with happiness :D
its a great pity you were not able to complete itazura na kiss
but for all the chapters you completed before your death, i thank you so so much
and i'm sure many other fans ard the world think the same too.
may you rest in peace in heaven :)

ok tht was a soooooper long post
to ppl who dunno wht i'm talking abt at all
i'm so sorry!!
hahah i might have sounded a bit crazy and insane tho
oops, but you know i'm still tht intellectual me xDDD
but i highly recommend everyone to watch iswak and tka k!
and let the wonderful journey of zs and xq touch you :D

and with tht, i shall now go to sleep
i hope i get to dream of them tonight! :DD

missingY O U

☆Friday, April 25, 2008

i know i should stop thinking abt it
i wish i could
i tried telling myself that a B is good enough
or its still possible to get an A
but my father doesnt evn want to talk to me about it
and he expects no less than 4 As from me.
it's freaking hard.
sometimes i really cant take it anymore

" Why don't you like me the way I am? I'm not a genius!" - Jing mei, Joy Luck Club

sometimes i really cant help but feel that way
why does he expect so much from me
i'm just going to school, studying with no final aim
i dont know what i want in life

i feel like a drifting piece of wood
drifting on and on in the ocean, waiting to find some shore to land on, or for someone to pick me up
and then what happens?
does the wood get thrown away?
or will it be useful in some way or another?

tmr, when i wake up, i'll forget all about this.
pls, God, pls let me forget.

missingY O U

☆Saturday, April 19, 2008

wahahah after reading sharon's blog i had a sudden urge to post this !!!

JON HAN WALKED TO THE BUS STOP BY HIMSELF AFT SCH YEST !!

muahahaha now twice the no. of ppl knw.
seriously its a damn small deal but he thinks it's a huge deal so hohoho shall advertise it for him.
we're all going for HAT THAT later !!
wheee
i finished econs and maths today!
evn though it took extremely fast cos both i left a bit only.
but still :D
2 out of 5 things completed YAY!

but the other 3 qt heavy ones. lol
i'm still a slacker after all.

i piaed finish a whole j drama today
itoshi kimi e
it's also a highly inspirational drama
but of cos ONE LITRE OF TEARS pwns all the way (:

"What if the one you love were destined to lose his eyesight in three months? What would you like him to see last? If you were him, what would you want to see last?"

i didnt particularly want to start on a whole new tear jerking drama but since fujiki naohito was acting in it i decided to watch anw :D
its really qt inspirational in the sense tht if u could only have ur eyesight for another 3 months, wht would u want to do most? wht would u want to see most?
would you give up on trying to prolong the period u can see?
these were basically the questions tht the drama tackled with.
he lost his eyesight in the end, but still the last thing he saw was sth he wanted to keep in his mind for a lifetime (:

and... FUJIKI NAOHITO :DDD

he was the doctor in one litre of tears!
altho he is 36 and married ))):
it doesnt stop him from being so dashing and charming!
i like him in every show i've watched with him! :)
ok la, with the exception of proposal daisakusen cos he was sort of a love rival for my dearest pi-chan :3
so there was itoshi kimi e, gal circle, slow dance, love revolution, pro dai, one litre of tears and hotaru no hikari!
wah i cnt believe i watched so many of his shows, tough itoshi kimi e was the only one i watched for him. xD
charismatic desu!!! (:

okies i'm gna go bathe now and get ready for hat that laterrr ! (:
meeting 69 peeps at 5 at vivo. (:
sayonara minna!

missingY O U

☆Monday, April 14, 2008

"It’s Ok To Fall Down.
Anyway, We Can Still Get Up, Isn’t That A Good Thing?
While Falling Down Look Up The Sky.
The Blue Sky High Up My Head, Seems So Wide And Limitless
Can You See It Smiling At You?
I Am Still Alive."

missingY O U

☆Sunday, April 13, 2008

havent blogged in 57734247 days
lol. no lah.
12 days xD
qt a lot of things happened la
but lazy to blog.

but anw congrats to all of s69 cos our whole class got A for pw!
well so did 98.2% of the lvl.
but still, yay :D
reading sharon's blog was qt scary la.
motivated me to study harder for a while.
hahaha maybe everytime i slack i shld go to her blog and read tht post xD
but s69 will mug together!
(i think. lols)

anw just a random toht
being emo = thinking too much.
the more you think, the more emo you become
but we all need to be emo sometimes.
it's kinda a way to let out everything la
like all the random thoughts u've been keeping to urself.

oh and recently i'm addicted to mr children's songs
their lives are wonderful :D
everytime the lead singer sings live he looks like he's really putting all the emotions in the song.
wow :)

missingY O U

☆Tuesday, April 01, 2008

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!

today we celebrated melanie's belated (power infinity) birthday (:
damn funny + high + fun + nice :D
is exciting de wors.
but i very lazy to blog + sharon probably has all the details on her blog alr. xD
we should have videotaped the whole process lah!
it will be damn damn funny
lols

haiz.
i did damn badly for blocks i think :/
i will work hard soon la
i think.
hahaha
so i shall go do probability tutorial later.
WOW!

EIGHT DAYS TO YAMAPI'S BIRTHDAY! :D

missingY O U